C.W.B ( Chemical Warfare Brothers )

2007-02-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

YO!! your Chemical Manager here !!! Woa ... so long since i last posted... man .. pai seh .. everyone studying hard hard so veri little time to post xp so sorry for that peeps...

Anyway ... CHINESE NEW YEAR IS HERE!!! AND ITS THE YEAR OF THE PIG!!! - i dun like pigs but still...-

its a new year and people we should have new aims and goals!! for people taking GCE'O' levels this year like me JIA YOU man!!

for others GAMBATEH for everything you do :) God will always be there for you peeps de

Recently i drew a pic of Adam ... den Cindy was telling me to talk about him ...

you know Adam was 1st created by God to lead the world , but then only one man is not enough so God make adam fall into a deep sleep and took out one of his ribs and made it into Eve .. while Eve is to aid Adam in whatever he did and be a great helper

But one fine day ... He of the world came and tempted Eve to take a bite from the fruit of the tree which God told both Adam and Eve not to eat from .. Eve , thinking that ' hmm... can eat from other tree why this tree cannot ?... nothing wrong ma .. just a tree with apples ... plus the apples looks so TASTY .. mm.. take a bite never mind la... ' and thus gave into temptation .. when she took a bite and found that nothing is wrong she called on Adam and ask him to take a bite from the fruit too .. Adam thinking ' hmm.. since Eve ate liao .. why i cannot eat .. never mind la take a bite won't die de la ..' and he also in the end took a bite from the fruit...

Soon after they ate the apple they found out that they were NAKED ... and when God saw them hiding from embaressment behind the bushes He knew that they had consume the fruit that He told them not to consume ....

He then gave them clothes and punished them before driving them out of the garden..

Eve accepted her punishment but Adam... aiyoo this adam ah...

Adam blamed Eve for giving him the apple ..

Say that if Eve never give him apple he would not eat...

In the end he have to 'eat bread with sweat on his face '

means he have to work for his family and for food ...

haiz.. sad lor .. Adam ar Adam... why you go eat the apple ? ..

Anyways from this we should learn that we should be responsible of our own actions and do what is right and not push the blame to someone else just because that person offer you the wrong thing you are also in wrong if you accept the offer as you can also make a stand and say NO to that offer .. so peeps .. leant anything today?

So thats all for today folks xD will keep you peeps updated on my stuffs de have fun and MAY GOD BLESS BLESS BLESS YOU :)

2007-01-21T19:16:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. ur ChemicalManager here

these few days been burying myslef in books wanting to complete my 20hrs of study .. thank GOD i did.. or else i dunno wat i gonna do.. today is quiet a slack day.. did 5hrs in the morning from 8 and then everything when down after i ate kentucy... man.. eating KFC on a realli hot day really kills...

At first it was nothing then it struck me like a ball being thunder from the other side of the basketball court...WHAM... fever + headache ... not a desirable combination ..

realli thought that i asked for this combination... purposly eat KFC on a hot sunday morning... really digging my own grave ... lol .. i deserve .. it xD

Anyway ... these few days been realli down .. although multiplication is just around the corner .. alot of things seems to happen all at one time ... Parental Objection ... Sickness ... People cannot come for service and alot of other things.. haiz.. BUT NOT TO FEAR!!! ABBA GOD IS HERE!!!
for with Him everything is possible and that i really believe that .. He place people in my life 4YEARS BEFORE I GOT CONVERTED TO A CHRISTIAN .. WOO GOD IS A GREAT AND WONDERFUL GOD!! lol .. And for your information .. that Person HE placed in my life was my Christian Lifestyle Teacher/Leader !! Agnes!! she taught me tuition before when i was primary 6 .. see God is really good .. he already had my destiny path out of me so long ago .. PTL!! ..

now gtg rest ler .. still got homework to do .. must finish before i go sleep .. will be praying for the strength of God ... As The Joy Of GOD Is Our Strength .. xD so see ya people ..

your sick Chemical Manager
Alex
Signing Out .. Cha-Neh :)

2007-01-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

YOOOOOOOOO! Missed blogging for some time again =D. One week without Bible Study is killing me =_= something feels so not right man. Anyway 2 days working in Cliff's workplace i was 1 hour late on the 2nd day... ARGH!!! Shall not let it happen again. Cliff when at work super cute sia alot of jokes going around the company PLUS there's micheal and cindy!!! WHOA even more funnier. Micheal loves to remind me of some past thing that i have forgotten along time ago... but she's there to haunt me again =_= and the best thing is i'm like having discipleship everyday during lunch time with Cindy and Micheal!!! I can learn alot from the things they are saying, the ways they react and how they handle stuffs. Discipleship happens in the most natural way =D. For the past 3 days i learnt about repentence, Armour of God, planning ahead of the enermy alot of things man, from super Spiritual to everyday life things i learnt so much!! Everyday is a brand new adventure and i'm starting to get more and more of what God is trying to say to me via a image. Really feel closer to God then ever be4 =D. I wanna maintain this closeness or even go even closer to God, life have never been so exciting before i met you God... Life is GooooooooooooooooD~ XD and i thank you God for that =]. Good9ite dear God may you watch over everyone tml that nothing would go wrong for anyone amen.

Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka ZhiXian

2007-01-07T15:54:00.000+08:00

2 services and a 2 hrs 30 mins Bible study in 3 days man God is really stretching my capacity LOL!! A tired Chemical Jokestar reporting!! For the Bible study, we will see how true the Bible really is how can we Christians follow the word of God without any evidence? Those who follow blindly are fools indeed. To strengthen our faith we should always ponder about the words in the Bible!! God created Heaven and earth, and according to the Bible that would be around 10,000 years ago the MAXIMUM. Those tv shows say wad dinosaur evolve from fish, human evolve from monkeys THINK ABOUT IT MAN!!! IZZIT EVEN LOGICAL?? you can go to the zoo now a days and like... HI GRANDMA!! not logical rite? and it is proven that it for a miracle like that to happen it needs at least 50 billion years AT LEAST!!! imagine man those "experts" say the earth is 4.5 to 5 billions years old. What is this man they are slapping their own faces with the technologies!! I'll give one more evidence to support the sun is shrinking 16km/year. According to calculations 210 millions ago the sun would have touched earth's surface!!! THINK LAH 5 billion years leh!!! Earth would have been chao da man!!! the whole world would be dominated by Indians. O_O SO!!! you think it is still possible? humans mutating from monkeys? earth 5 billion years old? lol shall leave it for everyone to think. WHOA now for the service, I've learnt that w as Christians should ENGAGE the pop world instead of running away from it screaming nooooooooooooo! POP IS EVIL!!! because it is said in Mark 7:15 (Jesus said) "it is not what goes into your body that defiles you; you are defiled by what comes from your heart" so you see what we eat, listen, drink and do can't defile us it is us who chose whether to let these worldly stuffs go into your heart. Pastor Kong even encourage us to aim to be celebrities!! He made a very clear point about, if it isn't the Christians that is setting the standard in the market, IT WILL BE THE NON CHRISTIANS!! Do you see the importance? So we as Christians should NOT be confined within the 4 walls of the church!! we should step out of comfort zone!! WE SHOULD STEP OUT IN FAITH AND DO WHAT GOD HAS PLANNED FOR US TO DO!! WE WILL SHINE FOR GOD AMEN??!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian

2007-01-05T00:47:00.000+08:00

today's the 2nd discipleship with Cliff, as always Cliff never fail to fill me up with what he has got to say. He really amaze me with the things he say he is always giving at the same time always hungry for God, really someone i respect. lol~ THIS IS CHEMICAL JOKESTAR =D. Today's discipleship we looked at 2 Kings 2, it's the story about when Elijah is about to be taken up into heaven and telling Elisha to stay where he is but Elisha refused and chose to follow Elijah anywhere he went. First they went to the town of Gilgal, which means salvation in Hebrew. To be a disciple we first have to make the choice that we want to be saved and give our hearts to God. the 2nd place they went is Bethel, which means House of God's Words. After we get saved we should get familiar which God's words, it is this stage where our Christian lifestyles are developed. I also learnt that when we want God to move we must start to do something first, we need to take the initiative. In the whole Bible there is only one thing that God took initiative, and that is sending his only son Jesus Christ to die for us. The 3rd place they went to is Jericho, a place of victories ministry. Most of us Christians face Spiritual warfare at this stage when we want to be a disciple and want to minister to our cell group members, and the worst thing is most of the time it is Christians ourselves that put us down when we are trying to have a break through in life. You will become a target of the devil when you decided to be a disciple because the devil can play around the normal believers with his finger tips but when you decide to be a disciple you become a threat to the devil. The last place they went to is the Jordon river, where Elijah split of the river. It is a place of encounter with God, it is thought encounters with God that our passion for God is kept burning. It is the place where Elijah has been taken up into heaven in a whirlwind. Through this discipleship i've learnt so much more another wake up call for me, I HAVE BEEN CHOSEN TO RAISE UP TO BE A DISCIPLE!! Do i have what it takes? Have i made the decision? I will now stand face to face with the devil himself DO I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES?! Well mr devil... I WILL SAY THIS ONCE AND FOR ALL IN YOUR FACE!! YES!! I WANT TO RAISE UP TO BE A DISCIPLE I WANT TO BE A SERVANT FOR MY LORD FOR GOD AND NOTHING YOU DO WILL STRIKE ME DOWN!!! I SWEAR UPON MY GOD THAT I WILL HONOUR WHAT I HAVE SWORE IN THE NAME OF JEHOVAH MY LORD!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian.

2007-01-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

yo!!!!!!!!! super duper late post LOL Chemical Jokestar once again =], the 3 days 2 nite camp was MARVELOUS!!! The first day i'm one of the 4 gamemasters, even though the ice breaker game is not too power but the war game is SUPER FUN MAN!!! i'm the game master i also feel very fun lol~ after the games we went for appreciation, ALEX YOU HAVE DONE N266 PROUD!! WE LOVE YOU BRO!!! I was not so surprised that i got some prizes... but den somehow i dun feel much joy o.O? maybe because i feel that this is unnecessary? No idea but still THANK YOU HELPERS FOR MAKING THIS HAPPEN!! Alex's Testimony is... wonderful i almost cried man i could have jumped up and hug him after his speech if i wasn't trying to hold back my tears. =x after the appreciation we walked around, talked, played you name it we've done it LOL but den i wasn't really enthu after i bath, lol coz i sleep like 4 hours in total for sat and sun be4 the chalet den after bath like all the stress gone so super tired lol~, but den i dun wanna sleep coz i wanna spent more time with everyone even if i have nothing to say i wanna to be at everyone's side listen to them laugh and joke around, that is satisfying to me even if i didn't join in =]. But den at 4am plus i really could not take it le so i went to sleep le, heard that some of the sisters came into the boys dorm and took pictures i wanna tell all the brothers and sisters that please dun do that. Our CGLs will surely scold de and... it's just sleeping what's there to take pic about =_=?? Hmmm i also heard that alot of ppl went and watch sun rise but no one wake me up to watch sia... SADDED T_T but den nvm next time surely will have chance de LOL~ the 2nd day of the chalet everyone went home le... left howe, james,cedric koh, jon and me sia... but den it was even more fun den the 1st day man!! we have water bomb game we were shouting screaming running and falling LOL JON TUCK IN HIS SHIRT AND LOAD HIS CLOTHES WITH WATER BOMBS LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL SO FUNNY MAN!!! i see le i ran and hugged him and burst all the water bombs in his shirt, after the water bomb game with no winners at all we played soccer, me and james one team, howe and cedric one team. we lost 3-2 T_T but it was fun anyway =D, after the soccer game me and howe walked in the rain and talked for a while. We all wash up after that and we played poker cards lol den the toilet flushed by itself o.O" we stone awhile and 4get bout it coz we laugh too hard after the toilet incident, after our poker card game we played uno, which made we laugh until we almost fall off our beds. JON IS SO FUNNY MAN!! LOOOOOOOL~ after we played uno le we went out of the dorm to walk around, and we found out that a chicken burger we 4got about was being ripped open and the meat patty is gone leaving 2 bread and the wrapper there. We were stunned and came to the conclusion that it's a rat lol. After the "detective" game we went back into the rooms for a mass quiet time like thing, it was really super great we should try it sometimes. everyone was asking each other questions to think about and sharing amazing facts bout the bible that we haven't read about yet. After that was lights out at 12 30am, den everyone shared ghost stories whoa totally scary man den i keep imagining those images almost can't sleep but den in the end my tiredness got me and i fell asleep LOL~. The next day we left the chalet at around 10am lol den i flew home and bath and change after that i flew to tampeniess mrt station to help out give flyers for a POD centre that's opening there, it's a youth centre set up by our church i think, there got alot of courses and a cafe. I planning to interview for that place lol~. we gave flyers till 4pm den i took 67 from tampeniess to chua chu kang wha 1 hr 30 min bus ride i slept the whole trip LOL~ ok that's about all le XD, this is one pretty long post for me sia lol.

Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian

2007-01-01T02:54:00.000+08:00

yoooo~! Jokestar here again heh heh heh back from count down with cheng whye, Megan, Manager and Goat. It was a wonderful time of fellowship!! the fire works are great!! the crowd is great but the squeezing part is very de not great lol~ today had MY FIRST DISCIPLESHIP WITH CLIFF!!! It WAS!! MIND!!! BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOWING!! =D we talked about Ezekiel 34. We learnt what kind of God we are serving, we learnt how he work and why we are so anxious about reaching out to friends!! We also learn how to be great shepherds, first we need a purpose, den we should act fast, swift to hear swift to obey, after that we should have a servant hood attitude. Have you every wondered why God has never destroyed satan when He is so mighty? Here's the reason because God is fair and just, if he destroys satan because of his sins den... he will also have to destroy us who are born with sin but God loves us too much. After discipleship we had a long talk about other stuffs, like can Christians hold a joss stick? and some questions about God and the end times. God is so amazing yet so confusing... But it's kinda fun to think about it lol~ Have you ever thought The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit, they are of equal status but Jesus calls God his father and he obeys Him, abit strange right? Lol there's still alot of Questions that we can only ask after we meet face to face with God in heaven but until den i guess we can only continue to ponder bout it =]. Today's service sadly... i didn't absorb much, my mind was too tired so i was like a clapping zombie and copying wadever is on the screen only... OK!!! i need to go pray for alot of stuffs le lol~ Cya!!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-31T00:53:00.000+08:00

YO YO YO!!! Chemical Jokestar here. Today was quite fun for me ba spent the morning with my mom but she having headache so we didn't go anywhere, den i went bbq with my ex church frenz it's really fun man!! But den i think one of my fren inhale too much smoke den lack of oxygen she passed out for a while. Today... had a talk with one of our sisters... abit sad but.. i tried and... i can't say it's fruitful... BUT!!! i have tried my best and i know it's good enough for me and God le... now wad's left is for her to make her own choice le... BUT i thank God for allowing me to speak to her =] OK!! that's all for today le =D and I"M ONE OF THE 4 GAME MASTERS FOR THE APPRECIATION CHALET!!! LIKE SO COOL MAN WOO HOO!!! TML"S THE FIRST DISCIPLESHIP WITH CLIFF!!! WHOA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA so excited cannot sleep XD.

Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

YO!! back from cell group =] today is like one of the shortest CG meeting XD and!!! SPARKY DIDN"T BARK MUCH AT ME!!! WOOO HOOOO, today's CG msg is God is GOOD~ this is like so true man and the new year i believe that this sentence will be in our hearts in everything we do, every situation we are in and in every direction we are moving towards this will be our enouragement and our motivation... i feel like i preparing some kinda motivational speech o.O LOL ok~~ i'm like super excited about the appreciation chalet!!! I ONE FOR THE FOUR GAME MASTERS!!! WOOO HOOOO!!!!! oh yea today we shared bout what is the great thing that God has done in our lives and... i decided that i wanna share with everyone and i hope that everyone can share as well coz these testimonies will serve as a great encouragement to others!! The 2 great things God has done for me in this year is... my rededication and placing me in N266. I thank God for touching my heart once again and placing me in this wonderful family... we are so different yet we mix round so well amazing but true, this bonding that we have in this CG is not a normal one, our spiritual ties are so strong and i'm proud to be a N266-rian!!! YOU GUYS ARE A BLESSING TO ME!!! Lol i found that recently i'm thanking God alot in my posts LOL!!
Thank you Lord~~

Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-29T02:00:00.000+08:00

YO!!!!! Chemical Jokestar here!!!!!! Super touched by the Manager's post... you have grown alotle so proud of you =D. Today i had CL 5, hmmm once again another thinking lesson for me and pearly. CL 5 talks about the importance of ministry, as we continue in the lesson i really come to the point to realise how important ministry is. It has really made to me want to build up the servent-hood attitude in me!! I am blessed by God to be able to bless others too!! And through ministry all of us will be stretched and moulded into what God have planned us to be, there's something that touched my heart today. The fact that God remembers every single small thing you do... the moment you are born, how much tears you have shed, how much hair you dropped, God knows and remembers them all. And another thing is every single member in the cell group means alot... EVERY SINGLE ONE!!!! I can say i never know how important this fact is until recently... when i feel the spiritual growth of some of the members in the cell group somehow have stopped. I start to fear, worry and pray... It is until recently i realise how much i treasure this cell group... i really want to tell everyone right here and right now... i love all of you... i really do... i love all of you guys so much that i surprise myself, all of you mean so much to me, be it a listener to my worries, or a companion to my jokes all of you are important. Another thing i wanna share with everyone... Spiritual Dryness is... deadly.... i experienced it i don't wish for anyone else to experience it ever again... it is a torture... i can say i broke down a few times within this week because of it so... please don't take Bible study, cell group meetings and services for granted ok... den bout the Pearly sharing part... super... ah... can't find the word for it lol, but... i do feel that we are chosen for a great destiny everyone i agree with Pearly totally in this area, Alex have amazed me by his growth, Yan sin has impacted me with her life, Cliff has inspired me to be the best, Cindy has taught me how to approach ppl and not giving up, Pearly gave me ideas on communicating with God, Shi min has taught me how to control with my mind and not judging people. Sometimes we don't realise it but... every single day we are impacting lifes... be it the life of our CG members or our frenz but WE ARE CHANGING SOMEONE so... never think that what you do is nothing... it IS something... ok that's all for today's post... somehow brought tears upon me wahahahahahahahahahahaha 9itez.

Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian.

2006-12-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

hey hey Chemical Manager here!!!

just found out that my name ALEX = defender of mankind ... lol

anyway today BS was really GREAT i tell you ..
its lesson 5 on OUR DAILY QUIET TIME ...

i've learnt that we need to set a time aside for GOD everyday to communicate with him
during this period of time GOD can talk to you personally give you directions and even tell you his SECRETS .. ;)

i've also learnt that our Daily Quiet Time need to be in a quiet place [ or else then why is it call QUIET time .. lol ]
the place we chose will have a GREAT impact on what GOD will be able to tell us ..
like for example we set our Daily Quiet Time infront of the TV because we do not want to miss our favourite drama or series ... when God tries to tell you something or gives you direction he will be automaticaly ' turned off ' by the sight of you watching televison as you are not giving him ALL YOUR TIME!!
if you see your friend sms while he is talking to you , you also will automaticaly wont tell him things right ? same concept here :)

Another thing that i've learnt is that our Daily Quiet Time can be anything ranging from praying in tongues to singing to GOD!! [ the singing part i am gonna adapt it :) ]

Our Daily Quiet Time is very important as it helps us draw closer to GOD .. it improves the relationship we have with God so that he wont be our LORD and FATHER , but also a friend and counseller :)

Today Pearly gave BS until the end that part .. she said something that really touched my heart .. she said :' if God wants to descirbe you three in four words it would be " you are the best " .. '
she told Zhi Xian , Yan Xin and me that she Cindy and Cliff all thinks that we are choosen by God Himself to do GREAT things ..

for Yan Xin .. she had been through things that normally kids at her age would not go through although that cannot be said as a blessing but then it would be a experience that little will have and it will reach out to people with the same experiences ..

for Zhi Xian .. he had been really hungry for BS and the word of God .. he had BS for dunno how many times a week and even Pearly was amazed by the number of BS he had every week .. man he is sure one hungry fella ;)

for me... Pearly said that there is God's grace in my life ... which i think it is really true .. God made me in this way and placed me in such a good enviroments and gave me friends like you all and most of all He DIED FOR MY SINS .. these are really grace by God Himself i believe and that i will never look down on myself again as in His eyes we are the best as he created us in His image ... and HE would love us like any father would love his sons and daugthers .. so guys .. thanks .. for friends are gifts from God sent down to look after you i once heard ... friends are like angels .. help you when you fall down , encourage you when you are depressed and lends you a really BIG helping hand when you are in trouble and they do not ask for any rewards .. its because they are your friends .. so cherish them well ..

Chemical Manager
Alex
Signing out ..

2006-12-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

hey hey .. your own Chemical Manager here
Pai Seh people been away to the JOURNEY TO THE WEST

now back to ... The Life Of Alex ..

hmm where should i start?
ok lets start with the christmas service .. MAN!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!!
i brought like 8 frens there and 6 got SAVED!!! PRAISE THE LORD x 100000000000000000
lol
although i realli hope that the other two will get saved too .. but nevertheless..
PTL!!

This coming weekend's cellgroup and service if Steffi is going i will do my best to impact her !!!
i know it is not an easy task but not to fear GOD is here !!! LOL
yeah cause i know God is always with us no matter what :)

Second in line is the story Pastor Kong told!!! after i heard the story i was SOOOOOOO TOUCH ... man .. GOD IS A GOOD AND GREAT GOD!! CAN I HEAR AN AMEN?!lol
[ if you guys haven heard of the story yet refer back to the earlier post Chemical Jokestar has made 100% will get touched man .. ;) ]

The part where he said :" Big sins or small sins they will all be washed away by the BLOOD OF JESUS!!" woah.. that quote powerful man... love it lots lots .. :)

another quote from Pastor :' when our hands are dirty we use soap to wash it clean ; when our shirts get dirty we use detergent to wash it clean ; but when out hearts gets dirty the only agent that will wash it clean IS THE BLOOD OF JESUS!!!' another powerful quote .. oso love it lotsa lotsa

last but not least the shortest but the most impacting quote that will open your heart up ...
:' Small sins or BIG sins , they are still sins that needs to be forgiven , so lets open our heart up to him and lets invite Jesus INTO our lifes .. '

man .. everytime he says tat .. i can just feel my man-spirit inside me jumping up and down shouting ' AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN!!!! ' and on and on ..
so i hope the post would be a realli impacting one .. to u guys out there .. man .. GOD REALLI CHANGED ME .. those who knew me before will know how much i have changed man .. wanna thank God for this GREAT change he made in me ..

haiz.. time to go peeps ..
your beloved Chemical Manager
alex
Signing out..

2006-12-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

yo!! this is to add on to yesterday's post i missed out one more revelation Cindy shared, you know when the candle was blown out there's this burnt smell? It's actually the same for us, when our passion for Christ is burning, we bring warmth and blessings to other people. But when our passion for Christ burns out, what's left is just the burnt smell which means we are more of a burden den a blessing!! So see how much our passions for Christ is? =D TODAY!!! once again cried abit at the end of the drama lol today is something special though, Pastor Kong shared a story and it made me cried.

There was a pastor who preached about the Blood of Jesus cleanses all sins. At the end of the service, a businessman approached him and invited him home for dinner to ask him one questions. Prompt by the Holy Spirit the Pastor agreed, that night when the pastor reached the man's house, the man lead him into a room with a large green curtain. The man asked the pastor to wait while he disappeared behind the curtain, when he returned, he held a huge gun in his gun. He told the pastor to not be afraid for he only wanted to ask 3 questions, he asked the first question," Pastor... This gun had already killed 4 people, 2 by my own hands, 2 by my friend. WILL!! the Blood of Jesus be able to wash away my sin as a murderer??!!" The pastor calmly nod his head and said yes. The man, gotten his answer moved on to the next question." Pastor, i have been selling drugs and alcohol to in my bars. Almost every night, women young and old would carry their babies and knock on my back door... begging me to stop selling drugs to their husbands. i KICKED them away and slammed the door in their face... CAN the BLOOD OF JESUS WASH AWAY THIS SIN!" The pastor once again answered yes even more loudly. The man now look even more depressed as he ask his last question. "PASTOR!!!! I HAVE BEEN A DRUNKARD AND ABUSED MY WIFE AND DAUGHTER!!!! CAN THE BLOOD OF JESUS CLEAN AWAY THIS SIN!!" The pastor stood up, wake over to the man and shook him while shouting." YES!!! OTHER PEOPLE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO FORGIVE BUT THE BLOOD OF JESUS IS ABLE TO WASH AND CLEAN AWAY ALL THIS SINS!!!!" The man who has gotten his answers thanked the pastor and the pastor went away. The man walked over to the green curtain and flung it open, behind the curtains are a whole collection of expensive and rare liquors all over the world. The man took up a bat and start smashing the bottles, there were so many bottles that it was dawn by the time the man was done. He walked across the lawn and to his residential area and walked into the house, the wife and daughter of the man started to tremble as they heard his footsteps. The man walked upstairs immediately and sat on his chair, the wife asked the daughter to tell the man that breakfast is ready. The little girl was not very willing but she went up anyway and said in a small trembling voice." Daddy... mommy say that breakfast is ready..." The man looked at the little and gave a little smile and answer, " hey precious go tell mommy that daddy is not having breakfast." The little girl stood there for a moment and bolted downstairs screaming, " MOMMY MOMMY!!!! DADDY CALLED ME PRECIOUS!!" The wife stood there and looked at the little girl doubtfully," are you sure my dear little child?" By this time the man is walking down the stairs and picked up his daughter on the way and sat her on his left lap and he pulled his wife gently onto his right lap, and he lean his head between both of them and began to sob. "Dear... i have i not been a good father and husband. But now... i am different for the Blood of Jesus has cleanse me and i now have peace in my heart... I'm so sorry."

And that's the end of the story =] It is so true... that with Christ there is peace in the heart and we can make a difference and be a blessing to others by sharing this peace with them!! This story will be with me forever... it will be mentioned to every friend that i will be reaching out to... For it has made a difference in me... ok i gotta go cry again lol =x

Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!! Chemical Jokestar here WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, OK!!! How is everyone doing man, i missed today's service T_T no choice my grandmother's birthday, ANYWAY!!! I hope everyone has enjoyed the drama =] i really did i even cried in the end lol, anyway i got a revelation during the candle caroling part. While i looked at the flame of the candle in my hands i thought, how can i maintain to be on fire for Christ? And some kinda chemistry thing came to my head, FIRE needs oxygen to burn, the fire means our passion for Christ, the oxygen is the Spiritual Air we breath when we pray. SO!!!! the simple equations is~~~ praying = continuing to stay on fire. =D SO!!! see how important prayer is le ma? XD after that Cindy called me today and shared her revelation with me!!! and it's a continuation of my revelation!!! SO AMAZING MAN!!! Cindy said that today while she was looking at the candle, the air con was so big that the flame keep flickering until she put her hand around the candle to protect it. And her hand remind her of the hand of God who is protecting us when we get unstable, but God's hand will not always be there because God wants us to go through test to practise our faith. AND!!! after that she shared ANOTHER revelation with me PTL!!! she say that her candle did flicker out during the service and she relight it from her neighbour. She say that even when our passion for Christ burns out, we can always look for our brothers and sisters in Christ to relight it again. I was like wow man!!! 3 revelations in just 2 DAYS!!!! WONDERFUL MAN!!!! I'm gonna pray to God to speak to me EVEN MORE TML!!! =D

Chemical Jokestar,
Elrad aka Zhi Xian

PS. i'm calvin no more wahahahahahahahahahaha

2006-12-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

HIHI!! Chemical Jokestar here, today super tired... for some unknown reasons o.O today i woke up to hear my sis quarreling with my mom, so... i guess i said some super inspiring words lol my mom and sis cried den in the end i left them alone to talk more calmly. =D I really want to thank God for putting the words of wisdom into my mouth otherwise i dunno the quarrel will end up like how sia... SO!! i went to meet the C.W.B pioneers for jamming!!! we play Great Is Our God and decided that we should try a worship song next time XD coz the pace too fast le den i dunno how to play bass but in the end i play bass... LOL so super messy ah!!! But den we will continue practising de!!! we will make it perfect de wahahahahahahahahahaha~ after jamming we went for BS with Cliff, hmmmm maybe i was expecting too much from Cliff so in the end i was abitba it was not as inspiring as i thought he would be, but i observed his BS methods, Cindy is more of telling experiences and sharing stories, Pearly is more on sharing revelations and would engage into a thinking scenario with you, for Cliff i observed that Cliff always sums up the point into one powerful sentence at the end, sweet and easy to remember. Maybe it's because i attended GS5 le that's why it's not really super powerful. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO DISCIPLESHIP WITH CLIFF!!! i'm sure it will be a super mind blowing experience, muzle later head fly off. Tml will have prayer meeting part 2! it will be another really fun experience and another chance to exercise my spirit man!! muz let my spirit man become more fit den ROCKY waHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =D

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka ZhiXian

2006-12-20T01:59:00.000+08:00

HIHI!!! back from da prayer meeting le!!! today's prayer meeting is... SUPER FUN!!! lol we prayed from 8pm till 9 30 pm!! And Mei Gen GOT HER SALVATION!!! WOOT!!! Today we prayed for jocelyn to be baptised in the Holy Spirit too!! =D after the prayer meeting we had a SUPER FUN TIME!!! We ate pizza and played music and chatted and sang and dance machiam christmas party liddat sia!!! LOL after the "party" all of us pack up and go off after cleaning up Cliff's house den Shimin and me talked quite alot on the way home learnt alot of things from her. =D Hmmm that's all for today's adventure le looking forward to TML!!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-19T15:46:00.000+08:00

Yo GUYZ!!! i'm here again to annoy everyone =D first of all i wanna make this clear when i never reply you guy's sms it's because my hp got prob... i sent msg to alot of ppl and alot of ppl say they nvr receive T_T so my hp got prob le please bear with it =x. ALRITY!! later we're be a prayer meeting at Cliff's house! Gotta get myself ready to be refilled once again wahahahahahahahahahaha ok end of annoying post will be back with a super mind blowing later after the prayer meeting... confirm one!! and now our cg got 52 people!!! not yet hit the target but it's a nice number, N337 got 53!!! ARGH cannot lose!!! JIA YOU N266!! =D

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-18T00:21:00.000+08:00

hi all... this is Chemical Jokestar...but not in joker mood because whenever i see this blog now-a-days... feel very lonely sia... coz only i putting in entries, sometimes i will think are all of us even serious when we started this blog. It really hurts deep inside of me for some reason but i dunno why, it just hurts... OK!! ANYWAY i wanna talk bout today or rather yesterday's sermon msg, it's the continuation of shangah's story. Pastor Kong talked about the ox goad and the 3 things to success, this week, he continued on wad can 1 person do in a 1 to 600 people odds situation the first thing we can do isPRAY!!! and this sentence really served as a great encouragement to me, Pastor Kong said: " YOU CAN NEVER SAY IT IS IMPOSSIBLE UNTIL YOU HAVE PRAYED." So that sent me thinking, the last i time i said that something is impossible to be done... have i prayed bout it first? the 2nd thing we can do is SET GOALS, the 3rd is WORK HARD, STRENGTH IS NOT JUST THE ABILITY TO HAVE VICTORY ALL THE TIME, BUT IT IS ALSO THE ABILITY TO HANDLE FAILURE. This is another inspiring sentence to me, when we have done our best but fail, we should be ready to bounce back anytime!!! And when we have done our best, it is enough, it is enough for yourselves, it is enough for God. God will be smiling in heaven and telling all the angels beside him:" That's my child!~" SO!!! no matter what we do, we should always step out in Faith and DO OUR BEST!! Pastor Kong's wife, Sun said this to Pastor Kong, " For the things that we can't control, God will work his miracles. But for things that we can control, God expects us to work really really hard for it." This sentence will give me the encouragement and motivation to continue working hard when i feel that all hope is lost.. and the last thing we can do is SERVING OTHERS. Mother Thearesa was a powerful example of serving others, there are people asking her how can they become like her, and she always answers them with 4 words just 4 words," FIND YOUR OWN CALCATTA." Yeap yeap so~~ this week's sermon is one of those super duper strong powerful amazingly impacting sermons that i will carry with me where ever i go. After the service on sunday~ there was the graduation ceremony of the SOT students!! CONGRATS TO CINDY AND MICHELLE!!! WOOOO HOOO!!!!! Cindy cried~~~!!! =x Lol~ after the ceremony we went to the air port to fellowship with N337 de members =D super fun man we play until 5pm liddat den we go home le everyone seems to be very tired. =D Oh yea when we fellowshipping ah got one small boy fall down and the head bleed sia!!! Wha there was tension in the air man but dun think anything bad happened to the boy... God please look after the poor little boy... after the fellowship with N337 while we walkin to sky train to go home we met Pearly and King and we went for fellowship PART 2!! lol part 2 lasted till 6 15pm den we REALLY made our way home. BUT!!! Vinson msged me and ask me to meet him T_T AND SO!!! i went to meet him den we go play lan for 1 hour, shopping and had dinner together i reached home at 12 30 ~_~" lol ok that's all for today... exciting day eh now i'm dead beat lol!! THANK YOU GOD FOR MAKING MY DAY SO EXCITING TODAY!!! I'll be looking forward to tml!!! 9itez PPL!!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-16T10:12:00.000+08:00

YO!!! this is to add on to yesterday's post since no time to post a lot of things yea!! Yesterday had CL lesson 3 with Spiritual lao shi =D then it was very inspiring, the main topic the lesson is worship. I never knew that worship had so many other factors in it, like attitude and spiritual worshiping. The MOST IMPORTANT thing that i felt is that worshipping without service is hypocrisy!!! So~ the proportion for worshiping is~~~ worship 2/3 service 1/3. =D So!! lets not do the 2/3 only shall we? =] AND!! i receive a revelation yesterday!! All of us know that honey is sweet but when it goes through fire and gets burnt, it becomes a black smelly chao da thing, like Christians, the fire is the trials that God puts us through. How many of us can be like frankincense, we smell even nicer after our trials OR we show how much we love God and how holy we are before the trial BUT start to complain and badmouth God when things start to not go smoothly. And Cindy shared with me bout standing in the gap, and i find that we are really limited. That's why all of us are here, with different skills and thinking so that we can cover up each other's limitations. SO!!! WE ARE N266 COME ON MAN!! THIS CHRISTMAS 100 PPL IS NOTHING!! PRAY HARD REACH OUT BE BOLD BE CREATIVE IN YOUR OUTREACH!!!!!!! And yesterday had a 1 hour talk with Cindy which she really enlighten me alot and she prayed for me a prayer that really touched my heart and almost made my tears fall. so i would like to once again say THANK YOU to her. THANK YOU CINDY!!!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

EZK 22:30
I LOOK FOR SOMEONE WHO COULD BUILD A WALL, WHO STAND IN THE PLACES WHERE THE WALLS HAVE CRUMBLED AND DEFEND THE LAND WHEN MY ANGER IS GOING TO DESTROY IT, BUT I COULD FIND NO ONE.

this will be the verse that i'll be building my foundations on. =]

2006-12-15T17:53:00.000+08:00

yoOoOooOOoooOOO~~ =D i just finish doing half a song sheet for the cg later wahahahahahaha i dunno how to put pictures so i leave it to shi min le =x but den from this experince ah... never take the song sheets for granted man it's all the time and blood of the person who make it lol!! OK!! gotta get ready to leave for cg le cya guys later!!! =D

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-15T00:04:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY~~~ back from tertiary outreach XD~ it was wonderful man!! Very fun and really play alot of strange games nvr play be4 one whahahahahahahahahaha. Be4 the meeting had a small meeting with our CG members and we came up with a WONDERFUL!!! ... thing =D. Den we made MTV with wei yang's phone,next time shall show the whole CG heh heh heh. Overall today we had tons of fun although nth really spiritual happened, hmmm... this week like no spiritual encounters yet later must pray le... that's all for today =D, OH!!! one more thing must add... PRAY FOR XMAS SERVICE!!!! we hit a nice number of 5 for the time being but it's not enough come on people!! we can breakthrough the 100 PPL MARK!!! LETS TRY OUR BEST AND REACH OUT!!! =D

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

YO!!! i apologies for not bloggin fr so mani days... i made a super dumb mistake lol~ i shall not say wad it is but den if you wanna know come ask me personally ba =D OK!!! time to blog bout wad i missed out i had CL lesson 2 on monday =D den... even though it was quite a strange session but i still learn smth nevertheless XD and that day ah... Pearly say maybe because we both very tired that's why she teach until very strange den my reactions also very strange in the end... it was strange wahahahahahahahahaha~ den ah Pearly said some super strange stuffs den she laugh like mad LOL it was one side of her that i've nvr seen be4 lol~ After that went for prayer meeting on tues it was one of the MOST powerful prayer meeting i've attended until now man!!! Everyone was on FIRE!!! but physically of cause lol but den everyone really gave their 100%!! And Jaron may not have prayed in tongues but i can feel that he is desprate to let it out!! during the prayer meeting when i was praying with him i can feel that he is opening his mouth but somehow he just can't let the sound come out!! JARON!!! JIA YOU!! den today i went to work at 3 but i got sent home at 7pm... cause i got bad flu T_T tml will be the tertiary outreach day!! MUZ PRAY FOR TML!!! =D ok that's all for today i can't think the flu is attacking my head le ~_~"

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hi hi people!!! Your beloved Chemical Manager is here!!! I AM NOW NO LONGER SICK!!! ALL THANKS TO GOD!~ YAY~~
Woa today the prayer meeting at the jurong west church ar .... POWER MAN!!! lol i on fire there man... whole body STEAM!!! lol....(i still dont get it why they dun let me use the word ... haiz)

anyway the prayer meeting today was GREAT before that we got Bible study on lesson 4 its about the gifts and fruits of the holy spirit xD it had created that urge in me to use all the gifts to their fullest potential and that i am so glad when Cindy says that : its already there , u just doesnt know how to use it . Like i give you a handphone without the battery or the sim card and you dunno how to use the phone its the same thing!!!! i am realli happy to hear that as i already know that the gifts of the Holy Spirt is already in me and its only up to me to discover how to use them ... SO EXCITED!!!

After that we went for the prayer meeting ... when we prayed and prayed and prayed and prayed and sang the song ' take all of me ' its really seemed like it was veri short and i was hoping for more to come when the pastor said do you know that we have been praying for an hour? then we all look at the clock behind ... IT WAS 9 PM !!! we been praying for an hour or so!!! it all seemed soooooo short and it wasnt even tiring for me!!!

Finishing the prayer meeting we went to the back of the church and took some nice nice pictures xD ... (next time Cindy send me the pics den i post here )
Feeling veri hungry we went to the nearest coffee shop to eat xD although i still dun have much appetite i still manage to glup down a small bowl of noodles with alot of vegetables Cindy gave me with some vegetables donated by Michelle xD anyway we talked about our personal view of the prayer meeting and found out each and everyone of us thinks that the prayer meeting was really great and powerful!!! we keep prompting Jaron to talk though.... JARON U MUST TRY TO TALK MORE!!!! COMMUNICATE!!!

After that we took the bus to the MRT ... and on the way we talked on how to solve jaron not talking this problem and oso heard Cindy's touching story.. which really inspire me to have THAT kind of relationship with God.. i think i can make it!!!!

Reaching the MRT we all seperated and Jaron Michelle Cindy and me went to take the MRT back home .. 3/4 of the train ride Cindy spent time talking to Jaron about not wasting his time and things like that... Pai Seh i was listening ... was outta steam by that time ... and 1/4 of the time i was talking to Michelle on what i plan to do next time .. and how CWB 's future will become xD

Upon reaching my MRT station ... i waved goodbye and just went back home...
SO today was a really amazing day and i really wanna thank God for all of these .. for giving me friends i never had before , for giving me my self-confidence and for giving the chance to change myself ...THANK YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME !!!!

so now i gotta go sleep ler... so late ler.. later i sick again ... CHOI!!
anyways cya guys next time ba ... bye bye

Alex
Chemical Manager
Signing off

2006-12-09T16:50:00.000+08:00

Me in the most ' eat power ' stage of fever

Hi~ ppl.... its been 5 days since i had fever.... man ... still having it ... thanks guys for concerning me xD realli appreciated it alot

this morning woke up at 6 am ... haiz... fever gone up again... 38.7 degrees....

dunno wad wrong with my body or the devil.... make me sick ... actually becoming okay de.. den for dunno wad reason shot up again one time shot up to 39.9 ... tot my brain gonna become boiled liao ... but heng i prayed and prayed and my parents all stood up all night and took care of me and due to the realli nice nice sms u all send mi i nmanage to get thru :)

now i am sitting in front of the computer still got a bit of minor fever and a veri big infection in my throat... eating lozengels to keep me talking properly...

realli wanna pray veri hard UNTIL my fever is gone :) as Cliff said " pray UNTIL "

so for u guys out there i think i will make it back here in a few more days to give u'all an update on this fever of mine :)

so for now i gotta go rest le

signing out

alex

ChemicalManager ( condition : sick )

2006-12-08T00:27:00.000+08:00

hi!! i'm back...haha...gt a testimony 2 share...dat time i ask my mom 4 money 2 go out...at least 2 eat n buy snacks...so i asked 4 $10...she dun wan 2 give me...so i walked out of her office sadly...den i saw my uncle..he called out 2 me n passed me a $10 note...he said its e money 4 e spoiled tv in my hse dat he sold...tis was a financial blessing...i have nt only received juz tis financial blessing...i will share e testimony wif u on cg! =p
2dae dun hav bs as ying ying cnt make it...so me n cindy chatted abt God, demons, spirits n my bgr wif my gf, khalisah...den there's sumtin i'd like 2 share...dats wat cindy told me 2dae...
it all started wif a question...i said..." cindy, if God can forgive us...y can't he forgive satan? " cindy den told me tis; e tin dat i wanna share..." God's willing 2 forgive us bcoz we're willing 2 confess our sins n repent( though nt all ppl r liddat), bt e devil refused 2 repent n denies his sins" so as a christian, we shuld b more open 2 our leaders n tell them abt ur past, present. future iz 2 b decided by urself n God. we shuld repent n shame e devil!! Praise e lord!!

-sign of-
Chemical Goat
signature: meehhhh!

2006-12-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

heeeeeeeeeeh heeeeeeeeeeeeh heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh~~~ ChemicalJokestar here!! Today had my first discipleship!! IT WAS SO..... WOW~~ lol Cindy ah wha scold mi and Zhong Ping until very jia liat sia!!!! we were crying so badly that the sercurity guard thought Cindy threatening us or smth sia!!!! (here is the real story... Cindy juz shared bout 2 stories in the Bible den no more le XD)
Den~~ i go have the fellowship with my zone camp members~~ it was not really fellowship lah since it's juz 4 of us out of the 12 lol~ after the fellowship i go back find Cindy and Kai Yang le den while they have BS i at the side read the notes Cindy gave me and i found these few lines i wanna share. "But when i commic my faithfulness,i make my commitments. It is not saying i will try." Cindy emphasized on this area a mature Christian should give strong and firm answers dun say i will try lah~~ see how first lor~~~ THAT is very de not mature lol, so here's a small challenge i post to everyone reading this post, can YOU not give a uncertain answer for like... 1 week? lol den maybe all of us can together and see what difference did giving a strong answer make =D. Another line i find meaningful is "I am sold and not for sale to others. I am sold to Jesus, I cannot do anything else. I cannot consider anything else." This is one super useful line to those who are backslidding, you see from the day you accept Jesus, you are sold to him and he paid a high price for us. When we are sold to him, we become his priceless and he will nvr at any offer sell us out yeap yeap and since we are in a sense bought by him, it is natural that we are to be faithful and serve him and only him rite? =D and lastly for today's entry i'll end with a tesitimony, honestly speaking i am becoming my old self again, irresponsible and stuffs so i asked for help from Cindy and she told me to fast and pray for it. So that's wad i did and the next day i went for work while fasting guess wad happened? My supervisor gave me a new responsibility and he say he is willing to take the risk and give me another chance!! SO!!! moral of the testimony? Our God is a God of 2nd chance!! If we fail his test he will test us again and again and again till we pass it =D Ok~~ that's all for tonite folks rmb to pray be4 sleeping~ 9itez!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-05T01:14:00.000+08:00

Hiya~ Once again it's annoying me again~~ lolx today had a half day tour guide job that God has blessed me with and it's 9bucks/hr!! woot~~ after that i stone at orchard walk walk read books at kinokunya till 5pm den go jamming with Kai Yang and Kelvin(kai yang's fren) after that got BS with Cindy, Zhong ping, Ying Ying, Jaron,Alex,Kevin(Jaron's fren who is from another cg and will be joining us) and we learn bout fellowship-ing, how important it is and how it should work. God will give us a Spiritual Gift when we join a home cg, which is like SO COOL MAN imagine a gift JUST FOR YOU FROM GOD!!! WOOOO and we exchange prayer requests today later must rmb to pray for the person which i got her prayer request one lol. After that was dinner/supper at cheers~ on the way there's alot of cute picture taking lol~~~~ if got chance will upload =D, today was a fun and filling day oh and we did RP BS too lol~~ so fun~~ XD. Well~~~ that's all for today. RMB TO PRAY~~~ 9itez~!!~

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

Yo~oO~Oo~~~ Chemical Jokestar reporting after serving dialects service!!!! It's was a very... mixed feeling plus happening plus fun plus... alot of thing day lol~ the elderly ppl are so... cute? i dunno izzit the rite word to describe them lol coz they walk very slow den when they see you they smile so happily that they show their almost all gone teeth den is like... so cute!! XD Den my job today was to help the elderly got off the bus and alot of other labour work like keeping the barricade and bringing stuffs up and down. Den had a long rest with my partner Calob, and my boss Hock Seng lol. Den soon it was time for the elderly to go back home le, we prepare ourselves for battle and wave 2 CAME!!! we fought hard and had a victorious battle lol sounded strange, anyway is all the elderly safely got home lol. Den i at first wanna go home de but den my mom called and ask me wanna go eat together anot, i was like .... WOW swee lah i juz nice no money wanna go home eat maggie one lol =x. So i sat at KFC while waiting for my parents and think bout the old folks that came today. And den i felt so amazed and touched by them, they have difficulty walking but YET!! they made their way down every sunday. What a amazing amount of Faith they have, and they bring their frenz down too!! Is like... whoa even the elderly are trying their best to serve God too!!! WE AS TEENAGERS AND YOUNG ADULTS SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO IT TOO!!!! Yeap~~ so.. that's the happening stuffs that happened today and... i'm really really glad that i was there to witness it all. Lets all do our part to shine for God yea ppl!!!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-12-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

Yo~~~~~~~~~~~ So long nvr blog le sia coz i dun have the passwords.... BUT!!!! now that i got the password le... heh heh heh i'm here to bring noise to everyone again!!! =D The thing i wanna blog about is PEARLY'S B/D PRANK~~ wha so gan dong man when Pearly cry that moment i almost wanna cry also sia lol~ but den really we have to thank Pearly for all the hard work and sacrifices that she made for all the new believers which includes me lol. SO!!!! No one ever lets Pearly's expectations down ah ar bo i make sure the C.W.B group will not let that person have a easy life!! WE WILL THROW CHEMICAL WARFARE BOMBS AT YOU!! whahahahahahaha~ juz kiddin lah lol~ OK!! back to the important thing bout blogging!! WAD I LEARNT TODAY~~ during the cg meeting we learnt even more in depth bout praying. It may be the basic to a christian life BUT we need strong foundations be4 we can achieve great things and be the salt and light for God!! SO~~~ lets not overlook praying k? For service we learn about Shamgar son of Anath, the hero that has only 2 verses about him BUT Pastor Kong can preach for 1 hour about him, it's like WOW lol. About Shamgar, he is a farmer with no military training nor equipment BUT he destroyed a 600 people army of Philistines with ONLY a ox goad. We are like Shamgar, we are struggling against a world population of enermies, what will our ox goad be? I had a revelation during the service, when Pastor Kong said that with God we are the majority. I almost cried because i could feel God touching my head lightly and smile to me and say," Yes. With me we are the majority, i am always with you and will be forever." I know this is already in my knowlegde le but den somehow i just feel so touched all over again. Yea SO!!! GOD LOVES ME!!! XD well that's all for today~ had a wonderful spiritual encounter. SO~~ till next time~~

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

hiya...! Manager! hw come my shirt in dat talentine pic lau lau 1!!??
haha...straight 2 e point...2daen ytd i was 2 busy n i dun hav time 2 go online n blog...so sry abt dat!! e healing seminar at indoor stadium was so dry n traditional! nw i really cherish n appreciate our City Harvest Church service...ytd wen i walked dwn e streets...i saw propaganda everywhere as well as temptation everywhere...4 an instance i saw many china girls standing outside those kind of pubs dat chi ko pek frequent...they wear until so less dat they might as well dun wear...n i saw shops unattended...so...i muz really thank God 4 nt letting me fall into those temptation...n last nite...God gave me a vision of me playing drums in a band wif n266 ppl! those i cant c their faces clearly bt i definitely recognise it was n266 ppl as i recognise their physical appearence...den i went on 2 persue it...i asked pei shan 2 b my acoustic guitarist, zhi xian 2 b my vocalist, alex i havent asked, kaiyun 2 be my keyboard player! nw e vision iz juz 1 step closer...

cya peeps! amen
-sign off-
Chemical Goat

2006-11-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

Yo~~~~!!!! Jokestar here~~ had a looooooooooooooong bible study come talk with cindy juz now or rather, yesterday, lol shared alot of things and yeap found some solutions too. People the Blood of Jesus is so precious and it really cleanse and helps you alot along your spiritual walk with Him, so lean on Him!! For through Him all is possible!! And i saw Cindy in specs today XD so unlike her LOL~~ her specs keep getting seng eh. =x And Ivan got a haircut~~ woo hoo~~ sexy lol. alrite gotta go rest for tml's long day ahead le. Nights people~~ dun 4got to pray~~

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-28T12:41:00.000+08:00

Hey hey peeps!!!! your Manager here xP pai seh took long long leave go play golf ... lol... anyways above are pics of me kai yang pearly and jaron xD we sang stand by me acapella at the talenttine but SADLY.... we didnt win... :(

anyways.. kai yang zhi xian ying ying pei shan cindy and me went for the healing seminar yesterday but then the starting was a bit the slow so almost dozed off... hmm but the Man of God is really good ... he really tested the paitence of the people so that only the people who realli wanted the heal and hungry for it will stay .. although some people like kai yang cindy and me dun have the time so we have to leave early so therefore never have the chance to witness the Work of God.... really sad man...

In these past few weeks i went for Bible study with cindy and jaron i've learnt something " In God's eyes we are of great value and that He will come towards us if we take a step of faith :)

" this is what i have learnt from the parable of the lost son :)

It has taught me alot of things for example not to look down on yourslef as you are worth much more then you think you are

ALSO... yesterday zhi xian kai yang and kai yang's fren isabell and me went to k box :) we sing until so happy and we jump and scream and laughed ... so FUN!!! ... but one thing... WHY DO I SOUND LIKE ANDY LAU!~ Lol ... out of all the songs the most memorial song was ben xiao hai xD i like this song alot xD

and we sang until so happy ...

..haiz... sadly and ironically i have to go now cause i not suppose to use the com de... but still secretly use ... so SHHHHHH... dun tell my mum ok xD

Cha-Neh~

Alex

Signing out

Your Beloved Chemical Manager

PTL!!!

2006-11-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

Today went to the healing crusade with the Manager,Sheep,Mushroom,Cindy,PeiShan and Jaron (also known as the daddyXD) but Manager,Sheep and Cindy need to leave early... BUT!!! the rest of us witness the healing of God!! It's so beautiful, the tears and the joy from those that were healed touched my heart. And i witness the casting of demons... i juz found out smth... demons like the form of animals sia, got snake ah, lizard,dragon and lotsa random forms also cannot count one, this shows how much of a danger our nation is in!! So lets all pray for the salvation of our nation yea!! And the topic being touched on today is conscious sinner, most of us are in this situation, we know what we shld not do but we still do it. So... yea we need to start checking ourselves. A conscious sinner will sin, and find excuses to cover it. Yeap yeap so lets ponder abit over this yea? Den today's kbox session with Manager and Sheep and Sheep's fren was really awesome!! Manager sounds like zhang shue you!! LOL!! den we got high and start jumping around the kbox room lol Manager shall upload the pictures when he got the time lol XD. That's all for now~~ Keep growing ppl!!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

yo! itz me...i on short leave ar...dun worry...
2dae's iz my last day at work...i miss evry1...sob...=(
bt nvm...evrydae iz a new day...dat time at cg, cliff told us tins dat really made me understand God better...watever he said oso had an impact on me...i muz thank God 4 sending him 2 preach 2 me n many others...

amen
-sign off-
Chemical Goat

2006-11-26T00:04:00.000+08:00

Jokestar signing in again!! Today's message was really great for the cell grp we learnt that every tough time we go through is actually God moulding and taking out all the faults and bad parts of us so that we can be ready to be moulded into something in his will!! And for service we learnt how important praying is to us, praying is a universal language, you might not be able to sing BUT everyone can pray!! So no more pushing around who shld say grace le ah!! And we also learnt that patience = capacity, a good example that Pastor Phil used is City Harvest Church, look at our members it's all because of Pastor Kong's capacity!! The Kingdom of God is not built with technique, it is built with the heart and with the heart we have encounters with God himself!! And i need to decipline myself, i need to be sharpened. Lastly i would like everyone that came in and saw this entry to pray for healing for Cindy's voice, Ying Ying's leg, Zhong ping's and Shi min's gastric. God bless everyone!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-25T03:01:00.000+08:00

haha... sorry was on LONG leave!!! LOL... anyway today had a talk with Cindy... haha it was awsome!!! haha learnt a lot of things and change some of ny mind!!! haha dun have a lot things to say... lol haha cya!!!

Chemical Chef,
Elijah...

2006-11-25T00:58:00.000+08:00

yo!!~ this blog is gonna become my personally blog if no one blogs on it anymore le =_=" lol anyway wanna share about today's cell group meeting and the message, bout the speaking and singing in tongues part, it's really true dun let the surrounding environment affect ya it's your one on one talk with God and sing it out loud to say how much you love him!! And remember that we do not compromise to meet other ppl's standards, we make our own standards and ppl will notice that we are different from them!! Cliff shared a story with us too, here's the story;

A man was trapped under a boulder and he seeked help from God, God asked him to keep pushing the boulder. So the man pushed and pushed, but there's no movement to the boulder at all. One day the devil came and mocked the man,"you have been pushing for days and there's no movement why you so silly to continue" and the devil left. The man thought and he started to think that wad he is doing was useless so he asked God again,"God!! Why did you ask me to keeping pushing this boulder when you know i can't move it?" And God replyed,"so that i can tell that you are obeying me and i will move the boulder away myself for you."

So... i wanted to share this story with everyone that missed today's cell group because it hit me so hard, have i really been obey God? Did i doubted him? And well i'm gonna pray hard that my temptations will be taken away from me and that i would step out from the pool of the world!!! Well that's a pretty long post lol that's all for today's post =D.

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-23T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hihi!! Once again it's me... the manager,goat and chef clearing their PH leave =D Anyway had my first CL lesson today. Whoa the Chemical instructor gave a really impacting lesson, send me thinking for the rest of the day lol so... i need to be more concious bout wad i do le NO MORE RAISIN STUFFS AH. Serious brothers and sisters the raisin thing ah... please let it be in the past le ah it's both disturbing and harmful(esp to me) =x OK!!! SOOOOOOO lets continue to grow physically and spiritually!!! And remember to honor God in our actions!!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

today is my supervisor's last day at the imm outlet.... so sad... he taught me alot of things and was like a older brother always looking after us the part timers. WHA!!!! SAD LAH!!! but den he needs to move on in his life to higher places and so do i so... may God bless him in everything he do.That's all for today.

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-22T09:37:00.000+08:00

Morning all~~~~~~~ Chemical Jokestar in the morning!!! Woke up feeling tired until cannot but den still have to wake up to work T_T. Just came in to say morning =D Bye Bye!!

PS. i love the idea but CWB prayer meeting but den i dun think tonite is a good time since i'll be working till 11 reaching home around 12 plus most of you are sleeping le?

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian.

2006-11-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

Yo HOOOOOOO! Chemical Jokestar once again!! Today's prayer meeting was really great! It's the first time i attended one and really the whole place was filled with the pressence of God it was really really strong!! This start of the week i felt really dry... oh God please help me!!! Anyway t another day of work =D LETS CONTINUE WORKING HARD PPL!!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hiya~~~ i missed one day of blogging time lol alot of things happened but i shan't say it here lolx, MOST IMPT THING IS MY EXAMS ARE OVER!!!! WOOO HOOO!!! now i can do EVEN MORE FOR GOD!!!! and lets all welcome Cindy back to planet earth!!!! =D i'll be having my first prayer meeting today SO EXCITED!!! XD ok gotta rest i got a long day ahead. Stay funky C.W.B.
^_^ _\m/

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian.

2006-11-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone Chemical Manager here...
Today thought got basketball match so wake up SUPER early just to get ready and go the mrt station at pasir ris .. then when i reach there
the coach smsed me and it said
:' the match has been cancelled '
... diao ..
therefore i spend the whole morning and afternoon sleeping in my frens house .. and eating my beloved pao pao mian xD
nuthing much happen .. still looking for my neon genesis.. anyone got the dvd pls tell me i realli want that dvd ... thanks

Chemical Manager
Alex
Signing Out

2006-11-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

yo! itz me...meeehhh! 2dae i felt great as i prayed 4 my 2nd sis's job interview 2 b successful n guess wat...she gt the job!!! she can start work tmr immediately le...apart frm tis notin much really happened 2dae...dat all folks! c ya! =)

Chemical Goat

2006-11-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

mehhhh! itz me again...the chemical goat...
today at work v jia lat leh...dun even send 1 to the exhibition...
bt my boss said he was proud of me n said dat i did a gd job!

Chemical Goat
-sign off-

2006-11-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

YoYoYo~~~ this is Chemical Jokestar reporting!!! lolx today was a wonderful service and a wonderful talentime we have lotsa "shi li pai" singers!! And we would like to welcome Jaron to the C.W.B grp!!!!~~~ now we juz need to give him a nick name and we're ready to go =D btw there's some discussion bout my nick needs changing so I'm open to any new names =D OTHER then Chemical sotong coz i dun have 8 legs =D,OK back the main topic today the presence of God was really strong during service i was like totally tired while sitting on the chair waiting for service to start and i fell asleep. But den during the service i could feel the Holy Spirit touched me and kept me awake!!! And after the service i was even more energetic den that morning WOO HOO!! Today's sermon was a powerful one too it's about stepping out so remember!!! NO GIANT SHALL WALK ON MY LAND!!! Continue to grow ppl!!! =D

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

PRAISE THE LORD!!!! I GOT A REPLACEMENT I CAN GO TALENT TIME!!!! GOD IS GOOD!!! i experienced 2 miracles today. First was my healing, second is a replacement for my job today when on the bus home i was so desperate to find a replacement but everyone either dun pick up my call or say they working, but den when i reach home i prayed hard and guess wad!!! SOMEONE SMSED ME AND SAY HE CAN REPLACE ME!!!! WOOO HOOOO!!! so prayer works ppl!!! STAY STRONG!!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

OH GOD!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME FIND A REPLACEMENT TO GO TO THE TALENT-TIME TML!!!!!!! please ppl pray for me too i really wanna go to the talent time... today was a great day except tat i feel sick but den i recieved healing from God during the cell group and feel much better le!!! But ying ying got sick instead... so everyone can also help pray for her recovery so she can sing tml!!! JIA YOU EVERYONE!!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-17T10:11:00.000+08:00

yo! Chemical Goat once again...meeehhhh! haha...ytd me n Chemical Manager gt baptized in e Holy Spirit!!! can speak in tongues oredi...den aft dat we went parkway 2 buy a present 4 sherman...den at e bbq...i was only busy bbqing...hardly eat anything...bt ytd was fun...den we decided 2 hav a grp acapella singing stand by me...God bless...

Chemical Goat

2006-11-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

hey everyone xD Chemical Manager here xD
Woah... Today had SOOOOOOOO much fun xD in the afternoon me and kai yang A.K.A. Chemical Goat go for a prayer meeting then we got baptised in the holy spirit there xD now we can speak in tougues ... YEAH
then in the late afternoon we went down to marine parade and waited for cindy pearly shi min ying ying to gather them to buy a pressie for SHERMAN CAUSE TODAY WE CELEBRATE HIS BIRTHDAY AT EAST COAST BBQ PIT!!!!
it was so much fun and i would like to take this chance to thank God for blessing me with so many new friends and i realli appreciate it xD
so today is quite a big day for me xD lol more picture sending to do so CYA PEEPS!!

Chemical Manager
Alex
Signing Out

2006-11-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

YoZzZ! Chemical Jokestar once again! Today was a busy day at work~ Thank God for the sales that my outlet hit and we got free cheesecakes to eat whahahahahahahahaha. Today there was alot of temptations also, my colleages start talking dirty stuffs to me, but den i just smile smile and walk away. Wha scary sia, anyway just wanted to share a verse i find that most of the new belivers in Chirst should know. Matthew 8:22 "Let the dead bury their own dead." When you belive in Chirst you are a whole new person and that your past will be your past, do not live in it. =D That's all for today, stay strong in God~~!!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian

2006-11-16T13:09:00.000+08:00

yoZZzZzZ Chemical Jokestar here! i got one of the biggest scare in my life last night when i can't find the blog sia wha... thank God that someone told me there was a change in the address lolx today will be working at 3pm to 9pm sia gonna be another great day!! And PRAISE THE LORD FOR THE SALVATION OF JOCELYN AND HER FREN ^^ btw i wanna watch step up sia.... WENDY~~~ LEND ME VCD~~~ =D

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian.

2006-11-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

lol
hey ya! its e chemical goat again!! meeehhhh...! 2dae at work was ok...juz lyk evryday...sent an up 2 e exhibition...bt juz a small diff of them nt staying 4 the full 1hr 20mins...hai...bt nvm...i noe God's watching ovr me...

Chemical Goat

2006-11-15T12:43:00.000+08:00

Chemical Jokestar: "Today... there's POA exam... but i shall face it with a ping chang xin coz God said leave all the worries to him, and you can be concerned but never worry. JIA YOU!!!"

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian.

2006-11-15T11:32:00.000+08:00

Today i would also like to pray for jocelyn so that she would accept god =] i pray that she will be bless by god and that she and her brother would be the light of their family =] today also must celebrate sherman's birthday may god bless him too =]

Chemical Manager
Alex
Signing Out

2006-11-15T00:08:00.000+08:00

YozZZZZzzz Chemical Jokestar reporting for duty~~! Today was wonderful for me, my manager didn't give me a hard time for not reporting for work yesterday and it is true that God would honour you when you make sacrifices. X3 Right now i'm going thru a $$ crisis le but den i belive that i can make it thru de!! Alrity tml would be another mission for Cindy and lets all pray that there would be salvation in jaron's sister's life (sorry ah i 4got the name le....). That's all for today. =] stay strong in God ppl~!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi Xian.

2006-11-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

Yo... Im elijah aka Chemical Chef!!! lol haha for next year, im going to be an ogl... haha a group leader for next year batch of sec 1!!! Praise God!!! Now i can use this chance to influence them!!! haha kk gtg need to go try out new chemical!!! haha cya...

2006-11-14T10:00:00.000+08:00

heeello everybody! i'm a specimen of the C.W.B, the Chemical Goat...heh heh
yesterday was a busy day...1st had bible study at 1.30pm till 4pm...then i went city hall's peninsula 4 jamming...that was till 6pm...we had alot of fun in jamming n bible study which is what i'd like to thank God for...besides God i dunno hu to thnak le...anyway...happy viewing to viewers n may God bless...=)

2006-11-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

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Lets Us Thank Him For The Beautiful Angels He Drew =]

2006-11-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

Yo people the Chemical Jokestar Calvin aka Zhi Xian is here!!! for my post i would like to first thank God for all the wonderful things that happened today!!! JARON ACCEPTED CHRIST!! WOO HOO!! alrite today it was a long journey for me but i enjoyed every moment of it, first BS with ivan and cindy at 10am, followed by xin sheng,ivan,cindy at 11 30am, den the Chemical Goat aka Kai Yang,Wei En and cindy at 1 30pm after that we had a rest for afew hrs den Xiang ru,Wei en and cindy at 4 30 followed by Chemical Manager!! Alex!! and Jaron!! and of coz CINDY!!! overall... today was a powerful day where the presence of God was felt strongly. Praise the Lord!!

Chemical Jokestar,
Calvin aka Zhi xian

Origin Of C.W.B ( Chemical Warfare Brothers )

2006-11-13T08:39:00.000+08:00

hey everyone ! this is the co-founder of C.W.B here alex !
C.W.B is establish in Singapore on 11 of november 2006
although we do not have any aims yet we will soon make
some as we are quite talented people =]
the members include:
Zhi Xian
Alex
Kai Yang
Elijah

there maybe more members joining in to this cooperation
so watch out for more of our updates =]

C.W.B is now under construction due to its lack of time
we have given the blog's password to all the member so
you people out there can see many different posts a day so
it will be more interesting =]

have to go now to hunt for some backgrounds and nice wordings
if you people have any nice backgrounds or wordings to share please
tag here or u can e-mail alex at gyumao2005@hotmail.com

remember to tag!!